You have all been very kind ... thank you!
I had a bad day the other day and signed in here under this name. Now I feel like a complete moron. I'm not a lost little girl. I'm a grown woman and it's about time I quit whining and get on with life.
There are valid points made by all of you and I have been received without reservation. Some of you know what I'm going through. I've decided to just move on. By that I mean I'm going to quit being the victim. It's everyone's right to accept me or not. It's my right to accept them but not worry endlessly by their rejection. This self analysis will hopefully serve me well. (and possibly anyone who feels the same way).